August 28, 2007
Today at work I had difficulty working. I felt like my hands were paralyzed. I went for a walk with my friend from work and I felt a bit better. I could not concentrate. then I went to the lawyer. He said he is optimistic and that he will buy me out. I know I should be happy but I felt very sad and angry at the same time. At home it just seemed that he wanted to get rid of me. I spoke to my mom and she reminded me that he was trying to poison me, and it is good that I am out.
I have decided to change my life in so many ways. I want to do something different. I have realized that I do not like office work. It is boring. I do not want to stay here for more than 5 years. Maybe my life will be better now.
I have an appointment to look at condos. I think that would be ideal. I just have to keep focused on my goal.
I think if I met someone, they would have to be deserving. I have to get out and meet people. I have to join something. I don’t want to live in isolation. I was alone for years. I do not want to be needy!
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